I Can't Help It

While I'm half asleep and my mind is wandering froward You still occupy my heart even though you moved out Loneliness and holiness at emy two best friends Cause I'm all alone and my head is bowed But I can't I can't I can't help it if I think you're perfect in every way I can't I can't I can't help it if I'm stumbling over words to speak And I'm overthinking what you think And I'm holding all this in in hope that you'll stay I can't help it So it's safe to assume you're doing just fine You're living life to the fullest and you're joyful all the time All I ever wanted was to keep you from years I'd dry yours while I drown in mine But I can't I can't I can't help it if I think you're perfect in every way I can't I can't I can't help it if I'm stumbling over words to speak And I'm overthinking what you think and I'm holding all this in in hope that you'll stay I can't help it Cause I'm not good enough to stand by your side I'm not strong enough to hold you high I can't buy you all the diamonds and pearls But I can love you just as much as you deserve But I can't I can't I can't help it if I think you're perfect in every way I can't I can't I can't help it if I'm stumbling over words to speak And I'm overthinking silly things and I'm holding all this in in hope that you'll stay I can't help it I can't I can't I can't help it if I'd trade the clean truth for dirty lies I can't I can't I can't help it if I'm willing to be someone else And I'm changing all my sense of self for the chance to hold you in my arms tonight I can't help it