The Runner

Break my heart a little more While I'm wide awake a quarter past four I've tossed I've turned cold sweats in the night Am I the one you care for So guard my mouth and shut my eyes Twist my wrist and tell me lies Cause I've been drawing blood just to see if I'm alive Of all the things I told myself the most of them were lies Like I'm a broken puzzle piece that never fits right And ever move I made was only for myself And I never should have introduced myself to you that night I pray for absence of the words I never said But you can't make a comeback to the words that's in my head Cause communications relevant And I know that you're hellbent on blaming me for strangers in your bed So I ran, I ran I ran from the demons that guided the ways of your hands I ran, I ran I ran from addictions and death notes that you had me plan