Radithorian Disfigurement

This wretched pain hiding underneath It's tearing me apart Ghastly throes that I've never endured Seemingly abated by a miracle cure A man of wealth with no cease of picks A silver spoonful should do the trick Surging energy, my strength regained A gift from God with a human name Day by day, I commence to gorge Peak of health, my jaw's on the floor If only I knew this tonic prescribed Would emanate me beyond this life Days turn to years, Bones turn to dust Dissolving my being Holes in my skull, Crevices form Nuclear waste shoved in my face Thousands consumed Jaw is severed, now on the floor Bedridden state, a parallel fate I now endure Essence of life, now essence of death Chewing away, visceral decay Health fades away Destined to be medicinal prey Disfigured beyond all repair Fragments dislodging inside Skeleton starting to break When will I finally die?! Pile of dust, I've become My vessel is ruined and lost People watch on in shock They witness decay with their eyes Gluttony turning to wrath All of the pain I've caused Hyperbolic potion Self Deception made flesh Radithorian Curse Emitting for hundreds of years Buried deep under the ground Stuffed in a casket of lead Lord, end me!