This Is Our Love

This is the love that we feel when we try This is the love that we feel when we cry This is the love that we feel when we lie This is the love that we feel when we die Sorry I’ll call you back I know you love me and have my back Even when everything is black Even the stars Even the floors Tryna even the scoreboard And love you back You deserve flowers that I never sent Instead you got words that I never meant Sorry I get angry it’s just how I vent I can’t find my heart I don’t where it went I wanna love you I wanna put you first Put nothing above even my own hurts I help you follow God but I don’t go to church I say don’t take drugs even when it’s worth it Cause you’re worth it to me You’re perfect to me I know it’ll hurt to lose me I wish you never knew me My life is a battle and every day I’m losing They hate the old me but I hate the new me I wanna feel like you Be like you You’re so different People like you I can’t be there for you any longer I’m sorry I tried too This is the love that we feel when we try This is the love that we feel when we cry This is the love that we feel when we lie This is the love that we feel when we die Hello! Can we just go back? I have issues But you already know that You were my comfort zone This is no act I know I get so sad My own joy won’t adapt But to be honest with yah girl I always have loved you back I just hate myself so much and myself hates me back I confess I’m a mess I lie and pretend The moment it was real I wanted it to end I want friends but I don’t deserve em They help me out and then I hurt them You said it’ll work but it’s not working I’m in the same car that you’re in Lights off and then we start swerving I cried to you to show I’m a normal person