Amnesia.

I've been medicating to ease the pain They say that this drinking gone kill my brain If I wake up with amnesia, that would be okay Maybe ask the Reaper, see what he gonna say Sunny days, I walk outside and see rain You know life ain't ever fair, but I ain't ever gonna switch Lost some people that I love, so I just gotta reminisce When those memories start to fade, I swear it's memories you miss Now all the memories we got of you are living inside pics I ain't ever meet a soul like you, I swear it don't exist When we lost you, I was down bad so I never could admit I was busted, cars were too, I went through three or four, Legit I swear to God I was a mess the time that we unpacked your shit Swear to God, you know sometimes I feel pain All this time passed, now it don't feel the same If I wake up with amnesia, that would be okay I'll forget them bad days when all it did was rain When I go outside, all the gloominess fades Now I've been struggling, cause I know you ain't been visiting my mind I had some people that were close, they had they place, they had they time I guess my calls ain't going through, I got a disconnected line So if it's me, myself, and I the whole way through, I'm gonna be fine Got all these problems on my shoulders, all these demons left to find Cause all these angels all around me passed too early in they lives So I'll just take it on the head, I swear I'll take that shit in stride You know I promise that I'll do it for my fucking family line Yeah Na na na na na na na na Yeah Na na na na na na na Yeah