dreaming? (feat. Proficient Prophet)

My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all Morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all Even if I could, it would all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad I've been dreaming, about the day I'm leaving Maybe one day I can rid myself of all these demons, yeah I've been seeing, like all these things I'm needing They ask me why I'm changing, but I'm only changing seasons I've been trying to find these things to tend to help me cope But I ain't gon' find what I've been missing in a drink or smoke So with all this pain I'm taking and you know I feel so broke So it feels so hard, you know this world is cold My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all Morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all Even if I could, it would all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad All I've ever wanted from this is to go diamond platinum Always feared I'd be another dude who'd die from rapping You know I talk my shit to you and my mind is spazzing And if I kill for it, then it would be a crime of passion Married to the game, there's no days off Just ask my wife and kids, studio time means they get lost And I hate all the cost, I fucking hate what it's brought But I love it too much, most days I wish my brain would just rot My teas gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all Morning rain clouds up my window And I can't see at all Even if I could, it would all be gray But your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad It's not so bad