Drowning (feat. Yung Metrooo & GVRXT)

Ayy, really I've been drowning in my mind right I just cannot seem to manage time right Can't compare to all the demons I fight Every night Every night, yeah, every time I get to thinking bout when everything used to be nice It was me and you, I thought that I had you for life And now years went by and I still feel like Yeah, you without you, you with another dude Y'all been together for a minute, hope you're happy Hope you're doing good without me And I know we haven't talked in a while But it still kills me that I never get to see you smile Lately I've been down but know that I try Chasing all these goals inside my sight line One day I'ma get it, swear that I'll shine So goodbye Lately all my thoughts feeling Jaded It's a long way up this mountain but I'll make it Say that you don't love me, wish you'd fake it Tore my heart to pieces and you ate it I put my heart up on my sleeve, and girl, you know you played it All the shit you said is in my fucking head replaying I just want your love so I can get by through the daily I swear that I keep on drowning, fear I'm going crazy I've been hella down, I swear that I'm fine Torn in all directions but I got mine Ain't nobody ever wasting my time, so I'm gone Shit ain't been the same since you left now Running through my head with these regrets now No I never meant for you to feel left out Swear I'm thinking bout the things you said now That's my brother for life even though you gone now Time I can't get back you know it feels so wrong now Even though you lived through life so stressed out Swear you're looking down on me, I'm blessed now Really I've been drowning in my mind right I just cannot seem to manage time right Can't compare to all the demons I fight every night