Melancholy

Gin and tonic made me catatonic Not saying much feeling robotic Still on my same shit Crying over the same bitch Who wanted a face lift Bitch you basic Now I'm sleep walking in circles Life giving me infinite hurdles Open my eyes I wanna feel alive But can't find the beauty in life I'm a dead man walking and talking Cooling and booling Fooling everybody but myself My brains chilling on the shelf I worry about my mental health No one knows what I do to myself In my head three am While I'm laying in bed Sure we all have our own problems But do we have the tools To solve them? In pain in pain in pain What you gotta say about yourself? Insane insane insane What you gunna do about it? The same the same the same Shit I always do when I'm In pain in pain in pain What you gotta say about yourself? Insane insane insane What you gunna do about it? The same the same the same The same Shit I always do when In pain in pain in pain What you gotta say about yourself? Insane insane insane Yeah what you gunna do about it? She says how you doing these days? I say not better then our teen days Real shit, got no one to call What if I fall, what am I bitch? Nothing at all Is it over? am I sober? Because I'm out here Looking for some closure Real shit, got no one to call What if I fall, what am I bitch? Nothing at all Need to put myself in the deep end Live life But I'm working on the weekend Hit me up But I'll probably be sleeping Let go of everything I'm keeping Of everything I'm keeping Of everything I'm keeping I'm in pain in pain in pain What you gotta say about yourself? Insane insane insane What you gunna do about it? The same the same the same Shit I always do when I'm I'm in pain in pain in pain What you gotta say about yourself? Insane insane insane What you gunna do about it? The same the same the same The same Shit I always do when In pain in pain in pain What you gotta say about yourself? Insane insane insane Yeah what you gunna do about it?