I Ripped my Toenail on the Sidewalk in Slidell, Louisiana

We'll see What its gonna take To rip my head away from all of this Someday I'll be happy enough not to fake the smile on my face But lately I remember all the death and loneliness And friends I never had I hate to say But it doesn't feel worth it no it doesn't seem worth the pain Man I struggle day to day with anything that matters at all All I know is smoke a bowl And get thru the pain Can't remember the last time I went outside on purpose during April rain I don't know Why I grew to hate Everything I use to wish for Rainy days and snow and friendship Now I'm old and pisspoor Aspirations to the wind I fell off hard and grow my moss My tender bones decay slow Wake me up l'll be fine later Watch me We'll see What its gonna take To rip my head away from all of this Someday I'll be happy enough not to fake the smile on my face But lately I remember all the death and loneliness And friends I never had I hate to say But it doesn't feel worth it no it doesn't seem worth the pain