I'll Volunteer All I Know, but its Not that Much

I'll volunteer all I know but it's not that much I'm a victim to my fear And I miss my love But I'm different drifting further always need a crutch I'm a hater deep at heart I always hold a grudge Another winter cold I can't feel it I lost my sense to cope When you drifted Another lonely night Will my wishes I dream for you to come back Stop this mischief Tip toe Don't run or walk I don't Wait I'll volunteer all I know but it's not that much I'm a victim to my fear And I miss my love But I'm different drifting further always need a crutch I'm a hater deep at heart I always hold a grudge Really gave you my whole heart but you torn it into two Now I'm out here by my lonesome with some hoe I wish was you I'm still high you know I'm rolling hella late The sky and moon Keep me company and my mind off the fact you hate me too