Beneath the Moon

There's a pressure rising in my mind A silent storm a ticking time Echoes pounding behind my eyes A heavy weight I can't disguise The fog creeps in stealing my light A dull ache grows through the night I try to breathe but it's pulling me down A sinking tide where I might drown I'm spinning I'm falling The world blurs the pain's calling Every pulse a thunderclap A cruel reminder there's no way back I'm fighting I'm breaking But this load keeps overtaking The walls close in I'm out of tune Praying for relief beneath the moon Shadows dance in my narrow view Bright lights burn they cut right through The nausea rises the vertigo spins A war within my fragile skin A fainting heart a trembling hand A map of pain I can't withstand Fingers numb a ringing tone A body failing on its own I'm spinning I'm falling The world blurs the pain's calling Every pulse a thunderclap A cruel reminder there's no way back I'm fighting I'm breaking But this load keeps overtaking The walls close in I'm out of tune Praying for relief beneath the moon Is there a fix or just delay? Will this shunt hold or slip away? The pressure builds it takes control A battle raging in my soul I'm spinning I'm falling The world blurs the pain's calling Every pulse a thunderclap A cruel reminder there's no way back I'm fighting I'm breaking But this load keeps overtaking The walls close in I'm out of tune Praying for relief beneath the moon Will they hear me if I cry? Will they see the tears I've dried? This fragile thread begins to fray As I watch the night steal day But I won't fold I won't concede Through this pain I plant the seed I'm spinning I'm falling The world blurs but I'm still calling Every pulse a thunderclap But I won't let this hold me back I'm fighting I'm breaking Yet my strength is overtaking The walls might close but I'll break through And rise again beneath the moon There's a fire left a final stand Even if they don't understand This broken body this heavy tune Will find its light beneath the moon