Ashamed

I can't accept it, no I can't even look in your eyes Do you even love me or is it just lovely to be with someone You look right through me, isn't it lonely, lonely yeah To think it's so holy, and you've got no one to praise you Why did I neglect myself to sate ya You say I'm perfect but your look is hurting me I might spill my guts trying to find where It all went wrong but I already know I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed To be myself around you It's too late, it's too late, it's too late You can't undo the damage you've done Can't undo the damage you've done You were the one decided to run It ended before it had even begun So now I sit here and I try to move on, I try to move on But I miss you so, the image of us won't let me go I miss your eyes so hazel green, beautiful shade like autumn leaves But you still call me time to time When you feel lonely I am fine You ask me how I've been today, and say that you want us to try again But you're just scared of being alone You just want somebody to polish your throne And feed your ego with compliments While you're breaking my confidence You would tell me I was perfect and on the next day I was annoying as f*ck Never knew the mood you were in Some days I just had to try my luck Try to tell you jokes, hoping you would laugh But instead you told me to grow up When I think about it, maybe it was best That our relationship came to a stop Why did I neglect myself to sate ya You say I'm perfect but your look is hurting me I might spill my guts trying to find where It all went wrong but I already know I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed To be myself around you It's too late, it's too late, it's too late You can't undo the damage you've done Tell me why I put you on a pedestal While I'm barely on the surface I'm drowning in the sea And all you do is write my name in cursive And I'm barely holding on I tried to give you the world You wrote a letter once or twice I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed To be myself around you It's too late, it's too late, it's too late You can't undo the damage you've done