PERSISTENCE OF A BROKEN HEART (feat. N1W)

When i told you that i hate you yeah i really fucking meant it Because when i was with you i spent every fucking minute Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting I thought i loved you but it's really the attention Everything that i did and it's still not enough We screaming at each other in a place with no love Your such a fucking bitch i said it more than once now i gotta search for something that'll Make me just numb Recently it feel like i been closer to my destiny I rest in peace if i cannot cut you off like vasectomy The heavenly won't ever be in grasp if i keep enemies Such as myself so damn close to my extremities Mentally, the weight upon my shoulders sits so heavily Especially when family troubles surround me so recklessly It really is a recipe for disaster and or end of me But remedies can only suppress the feeling temporarily When i told you that i hate you yeah i really fucking meant it Because when i was with you i spent every fucking minute Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting I thought i loved you but it's really the attention Everything that i did and it's still not enough We screaming at each other in a place with no love Your such a fucking bitch i said it more than once now i gotta search for something that'll Make me just numb What am i to do, when i become my own damn enemy My future filled with felonies Role model got dependencies But honestly i got to be The number one damn prodigy For me to spit like this so casually i got me bodying Every single beat i hop on with no damn apology I'm possibly the only on earth that spits so godly But honestly i'm probably the only one that's constantly Giving up so much but i take less than my earned quantity But still no matter what i think i'll end up on top I gotta lotta shit inside my brain, don't mean it gon stop I gotta keep an eye on the time think i need me a watch Gotta killer in my pocket and i don't think he see god But none the fuckin less I gotta gun right at my chest It look like you be on a quest With the way you be digging But none the fuckin less I gotta gun right at my chest It look like you be on a quest With the way u be digging When i told you that i hate you yeah i really fuckin meant it Because when i was with you i spent every fuckin minute Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting I thought i loved you but it's really the attention Everything that i did and it's still not enough We screaming at each other in a place with no love Your such a fucking bitch i said it more than once now i gotta search for something that'll Make me just numb When i told you that i hate you yeah i really fucking meant it Because when i was with you i spent every fucking minute Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting I thought i loved you but it's really the attention Everything that i did and it's still not enough We screaming at each other in a place with no love Your such a fucking bitch i said it more than once now i gotta search for something that'll Make me just numb