move on

It's never hard when they're not around But I guess we can't all have what we want If you had a problem with me from the start You should've thought with your brain And not with your heart They made me want to keep on holding my breath Don't spill the liquor, did they figure out Why I couldn't scream at all or cry? He told me that I shouldn't make a sound And that I shouldn't ever tell her What was going on inside We can just move on with lies The pain I had to carry with me from the start I didn't know I could be so miserable And want to hide from the world If only you knew that I could've ran Away from everything we had And I'm not one to make a plan I was traumatized at the age of 10 They made me want to keep on holding my breath Don't spill the liquor, did they figure out Why I couldn't scream at all or cry? He told me that I shouldn't make a sound And that I shouldn't ever tell her What was going on inside We can just move on with lies You know I can't keep cracking I'm gonna shatter and explode Reminds me of the time it felt Like the devil dragging me to hell He told me that I shouldn't make a sound And that I shouldn't ever tell her What was going on inside We can just move on with lies He told me that I shouldn't make a sound What was going on inside?