would you do it again?

Thought about you again last night I wonder what we could've been If you ever treated me right I don't even know much Of what had happened back then But tell me If you could travel back in time Would you do it again? My scars never seem to mend My dreams burn down like matches My body's filled with sadness And I close the blinds Want to leave it all behind Oh, I tried to safe something That never existed And I feel so goddamn stupid Cause I know that you could fix it Promises broken From a broken man Tell me If you knew what you know now Would you do it again? My scars never seem to mend My dreams burn down like matches My body's filled with sadness And I close the blinds Want to leave it all behind All I do is try to forget But everything is intertwined with myself All the calls and"sorry" texts Try to avoid the war Till I don't know it anymore Life's insanely complicated Want to save me And I want you to hate me Leave me behind Want to rewind You couldn't even show up for your own child Discarded letters Hoping you'd get better I wish life would be as easy as when I was a kid But the memories we made were never mine My scars never seem to mend My dreams burn down like matches My body's filled with sadness And I close the blinds Want to leave it all behind All I do is try to forget But everything is intertwined with myself All the calls and"sorry" texts Try to avoid the war Till I don't know it anymore