love you harder

I let your past decisions Make me mad suspicious Like everybody after you Is gonna take like you did I let my imagination Make up things that weren't there I'm stressed you'll lie And that's on me That's on me And I don't mean to doubt the words you say It's all in my mind And I'm trying to break the habit But it might take some time And I know It's not fair It's not true When the damage done before you reappears It's not fair It's not you So this time You can put the blame on me I wanna love like I did before I knew your ghost could pull the trigger And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more At least I'll love you harder I wanna love like there was no one before I know that one way or another I gotta let it go and live for more I know I'm gonna love you harder I'm gettin' past some issues Got some thoughts to fix too Like all the subtle things I stayed up thinking you did You rarely get defensive I was paranoid But you were there I'm stressed and tired And that's on me That's on me And I don't mean to doubt the words you say It's all in my mind And I'm trying to break the habit But it might take some time And I know It's not fair It's not true When the damage done before you reappears It's not fair It's not you So this time You can put the blame on me I wanna love like I did before I knew your ghost could pull the trigger And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more At least I'll love you harder I wanna love like there was no one before I know that one way or another I gotta let it go and live for more I know I'm gonna Say it doesn't matter but we both know it's a lie I got broken once by someone I see in you every time I wanna love I wanna love like I did before I knew your ghost could pull the trigger And if it means I'm gonna hurt some more At least I'll love you harder I wanna love like there was no one before I know that one way or another I gotta let it go and live for more I know I'm gonna love you harder Say it doesn't matter but we both know it's a lie I got broken once by someone I see in you every time Say it doesn't matter but we both know it's a lie I got broken once by someone I see in you every time I know i'm gonna love you harder