Still Alive

I woke up to my surprise Breathed in and opened my eyes I don't know if time's on my side All I know is I'm still alive All I know I'm still alive I'm still alive All I know I'm still alive I'm still alive I wanna shed this skin and bone Fresh start strange home I wanna kill the quiet pain Complete delete Clean slate Believe me I didn't write this down with much pride Right about now the words were burning my eyes I woke up April 24th and didn't want to survive I hope you never have to wonder if you wanna be alive It doesn't matter how and it doesn't matter why But I chose to say hello instead of saying goodbye You truly never know what tomorrow will find So if you ever wonder please don't say goodbye Just hold on, put this song on, slow your breath down F*ck the drama do anything that you Wanna do hitchhike to Peru ride a llama Steal a canoe paddle down to the Bahamas if you wanna All I'm saying is there's so much in life Even if you can hang on one more night Hug yourself hard and hold on tight Love yourself enough to say I'm still alive All I know I'm still alive I'm still alive All I know I'm still alive I'm still alive I wanna shed this skin and bone Fresh start strange home I wanna kill the quiet pain Complete delete Clean slate All I know I'm still alive I'm still alive