Conversations With Your Past Self

I gotta work on being honest But lately, it's been getting hard I'm tryna write a song but I'm afraid of how they'll take it all Stop motion how I see And I don't want to get involved With anything I need and How I'm bleeding for some different form Words that you told me These feelings that are growing How you left me for a another and How I cannot just get over It's been five years I'm reading in your captions how your focused Saw a picture on your sister's profile While I was scrolling Got me thinking 'bout them other days When we sneak to catch the bus They saw us couple ways and You and I would laugh it up Been here through the toughest times Spare change between both of us People hand us food cause They be thinking that we homeless I be trying to find the answers In the smallest moments I be tryna crack the code That's not easily broken While I'm happy that you Found your partner and it's over Seems I'm finding everything That I'm needing except closure But I think I'm getting closer I hope I'm getting closer Yeah You said that you hate me and You wish my life was over And I cannot get those words So easily off my shoulders I'm looking for some closure But we are different people When I see my reflection I'm hearing you call me evil I'm seeing all the times I made you cry When I was see through But let's not forget the fact That the blame for our split was equal All the times I call You never pick up cause you're out with him All the times you told me Not to worry cause he's just a friend I remember when you said you liked him And it made me sick I knew he was just trying to f*ck He knew of our relationship Tears falling down your face You're saying that your heart's with me Overwhelming thoughts and It's so much just to take it in Flashing how I made you laugh And this is how it's ought to be Tears falling down your face You left me to go stay with him Yeah