Go On, and Have Your Fun!

Pulled apart from every angle My energy flows through me In a gracious manner This ain't the same Kalei That overthought the second chances Evaluate my circumstances and I change my stature Forever search for greener pastures Vultures preying on my energy It's cause they envy me That's what my momma say And that's what I believe Alone but not afraid His word I tend to keep I speak to him and pray He's got a plan for me How the f*ck I flip my situation To what it is today How'd I finish college Without a scholarship to my name How did I leave home And get to where I am the honest way How'd make it this far after I hit my rock-bottom state All the times I couldn't see it I was down and out Down in my hole Saw the sky and then I saw the clouds And then I realized that To find what I needed I just looked around Imagine that, imagine that Imagine playing it safe and You take a chance Imagine wanting more and Then you make it hap Imagine wanting to kill yourself and Those thoughts come to pass It's beautiful, It's beautiful It's beautiful, It's beautiful Yeah I been dealing with a lot and I do contemplate my job And I'm so focused on my future I been growing through a loss But I know that there's better days As a person I did change With every lesson taught I know it's worth the cost I know it's worth the cost