Passion and Painkillers

I just made some music Working on an album Wake up and hit the gym In like another hour AJ coming later Cooked up beats for him I sit down and write this verse Hoping I'd make a thousand Did my first show last month On some crazy shit Flew into my hometown Homies craft their own sound People that I never seen are saying I'm amazing with The lyrics that I spoke out To the stage on my own now I just achieved some goals That I had wrote down People I meet compare my face To music on my profile All them doubters that prayed on my downfall Are all woke now Saw 'em at the show and they Wave their hands like they're so proud That's crazy Never thought I'd be as far as I am All the nights where I was doing as much as I can All the times where people called me Dumb tryna change I just want life better F*ck the place that I'm at This shit never would happen If I just quit when I was struggling at 17 If I succumbed to my depression at 23 If I listened to people that Don't wanna see me succeed This shit never would happen This shit is bigger than me Used to live a shitty life But now it's all movie scenes I'm really fucking proud Of the man that I grew up to be Wasn't without its trials But I'm glad and now it's a need 16 year Kalei would Praise the ground right under my feet It's me Doing everything but nothing for free I wrote this song outside Shaded right under a tree While I think about All of the bullshit that I survived I do this all for Riley 'cause this music Is bigger than me Cause this music is bigger than me I do this for Gena, Jake, Anthony, Dez Alika, and Ronne Jaz, Mia Elijah my brother that's in the army Marshall, Ethan, Brian, Angus Family in the Far East My mom and dad My whole damn family that's from Hawaii Cause my passion is my painkiller Fucker Sassafras