Veracity

Yeah New life is what I'm tryna seek Tryna find my peace Dodging every asinine belief I come across and see I cracked the code of life While getting wasted on the beach Hit up every bar in downtown Then I wake up in the streets I often write my life in pieces I find my tone facetious I don't take this shit real serious Know others will believe it People I wrote my songs about Don't look at me the same Brought a girl I loved to tears She found out my true meanings Why the ones I love the most Have to leave with no reason The answers that I seek attained By facing old demons I'm feeling so egregious I often feel like leaving I'll leave everything in the open See my past repeating I'm seeing old mistakes Things I want to go away Bad thoughts latch inside my mind Like they a stowaway I can be real apathetic Your heart is what's sure to break You look me in the eyes Expecting me to have way more to say I never shed a tear I haven't cried in years And that shit fucks me up cause I don't know if I'm even here My friend died, girl left I lost myself this year My life just isn't what it appears Everything that I have feared Is what is here Everything that I have feared Is what is here