Rather Be Sleeping

Unsure cause I was screwed over Fake friends so I don't go nowhere Observe more than I go forward I need mature conversations Vacation from the explaining This world is so complicated I could say it all at once but I keep it inside I'm trying to survive Am I wrong or is it the people around me Im thinking it'd be good to lonely Waiting for the day its unfoldin Battle with my mind Im uneasy Let it go or speak what im feelin Pain goes when I find myself sleepin Id rather be sleeping More focused on what they're thinking It keeps me from really living I know that I shouldn't give in I could say it all at once but I keep it inside I'm trying to survive Am I wrong or is it the people arou/nd me Im thinking it'd be good to lonely Waiting for the day its unfoldin In Battle with my mind Im uneasy Let it go or speak what im feelin Pain goes when I find myself sleepin Id rather be sleeping Im used to friends moving on Or am I picking the wrong Picking the wrong One rumor and they're gone Or am I picking the wrong ones Picking the wrong ones