Bad Advice

Got a past so bad, I'm even scared to reminisce Seeing them be criminals, just took away my innocence I feel like I'm murderous, I breathe the same air as drug dealers and murderers Bloody over our surfaces Bodies & lives we sacrifice, cousins give me bad advice "If these niggas threaten lives, you're allowed to grab a knife You're allowed to stab a nigga hard enough to end his life But if you're a p****, feed him to me, got an appetite" Sadly if you wanna be respected in my city Then you either gotta be a murderer or pretty Ain't no room for being nice cause everybody here is damn cold We break hearts without care, cause we're assholes Man we're damn cold, hate fill our bodies In the churchouse, there's another rape in the lobby And I hate saying sorry for my city, but I'm traumatized F*ck the world, but have the decency to condomise I apologize, know my mamma raised me right I was always taught although I'm dying, I could save a life But instead of praying for a miracle to save your life I play god, know it's wrong and I'll pay the price Eve bit the apple, her successors biting niggas' hearts Niggas bite my style, guess that they're a bitch at heart You spit a bar directed at me, that ain't really smart But I won't clap back, plus you'll never tear the kid apart Satan muddies puddles cause he tryna make them seem deep Imma drown anyway, imma let it repeat You know imma end up in the hospital like, breathe deep Blades always seemed to have their way, going skin deep Family coming from a different country, but don't write back When I told them granny has a week of her life left So don't even tell me, for the family you break bones When you're only coming to their aid at their gravestones Since I was young, I put my faith in all the fantasy Heaven was heavenly, devil neglected me Now he's around me and I swear he's got respect for me Cause since I was a youngin', all his demons been harassing me Tell me that ain't begging for attention Man my family told me praying to the Lord brings satisfaction And I gotta sacrifice, People sacrificed the life of an innocent lady begging for paradise Nobody's a role model anymore I yell as my whole body hit the floor Aiming for a goal I can't even score While i give my all, what they need is more Nobody's a role model anymore I yell as my whole body hit the floor Aiming for a goal I can't even score While i give my all, what they need is more