Cobain

Love put a bullet through my brain like I'm Cobain When I shoot my shot, I have no aim Although I could make her say the Lord's name She could never fall back in love, but it's okay That's why I always have a dope day I don't mean dope as in ''nice'' - I mean 'rotate' Let it rotate - you can try to locate Where a nigga's mind went - don't, cause it won't stay It'll float ayye, up to the Lord's way Then it will arrive in the sky to a closed gate Man I'm locked out of heaven should I die 'Cause a part of me feels like it all is a lie... Wait - lemme stop, put the jokes to a side Got a goddess, a girl - I adore her with pride I see God in her eyes - she's a miracle But I'm scared - I'm a damned individual... Scared I won't make it, just keep me You've got the potential to kill me completely So I cannot stand when you're distant - it kills me I need you here, you're the reason I'm breathing... Scared I won't make it, just keep me You've got the potential to kill me completely So I cannot stand when you're distant - it kills me I need you here, you're the reason I'm breathing I wonder if I left - would they smile that it's true? Do not die if you can't be alive for me too That's the God damn truth - suicide what I choose 'Cause I try to survive, but I try then I lose It's a God damn shame - what's inside of my brain Is if I die today - I'll say "hi" to Cobain 'Cause the truth is the music's an outlet for pain I can't lie to myself - man this mind will not change I try to refrain from the ways that I cope I can't lie - I'm in love with the way that I float Just a taste of that dope - and I'm gone for a minute Let the Lord grab a hold of my soul for a minute Let it fall straight... Like the blood on suicidal notes Man how you gonna cure a devil with a bible quote? I'm sorry, do not try and force the Lord on me Don't call me crazy, but he owes me an apology 'Cause I do not deserve this Wish I had a clear wrist Fascinated by the thought of death - I don't fear shit While I'm losing mine - I can see you have a firm grip I fall to the ground... it's absurd - watch my nerves split I don't wanna regret it when I leave though... Life's a bitch, go ahead and make her deep throat