Feel

I could be surrounded by a crowd But the room is empty when you're not around Tell me, would You sit with me in silence when your words fail? Would You wish for me to heal when I turn pale? Would You visit at my grave when I fall victim To society, "like go ahead and fall with him" See you're trying to be happy for the both of us But I don't wanna keep another demon keep close to us Therefore I gotta go Cause there's a demon in my own soul He flicks the switch until I'm stone cold But your warm soul, got me feeling vulnerable If I put my pride to the side, I'm in love with You There'll never be another You, You touch me and I'm born again Don't even believe in all that shit, but I adore You and I want You to tell me that it's good or that it will be I wanna live, I wanna feel free Can You feel me? You're at your loudest on your silent days I stare in silence at You, I'm amazed That in my dying days There's no regrets because I found a way To have You smiling for another day I put the gun away I avoid the blades, I don't wanna die no more Maybe I'm just optimistic, what should I be crying for? I don't wanna make it awkward, but you're gold to me Pretty little flower without grip, you've got a hold on me Swear I'm happy uncontrollably, it's new to me Drinking less, I cannot explain just what You do to me If it's ever over, best believe this shit'll ruin me I still hope You read the eulogy But for now it's You and me Never felt like a drug like this, never got a high like this Tell me all of this is real Girl I swear You make me feel