Passionless

I've been barely hanging on, all my life, finesse Turning my back on the ones I said I'd protect All the Xanny in the world can't make me forget On my knees, callin to God, lay my soul to rest Through my teeth, mutter these lies, all that shit a stretch She think I'm a nice guy, you don't know me yet Prolly don't know half the secrets that I've slyly kept If I didn't have these drugs, I know that I'd be dead If you wasn't gone for months I wouldn't be a mess If I didn't know the plug, I'd be working shifts Custys hitting up my line, I be curving it I can't let nobody see me when I'm hurt like dis Know it ain't easy, but I never thought it'd burn like dis Lose a year of my life for every girl I miss Purple syrup, ice cubes look like amethyst Ay bro, you chillin? Yuh I know that I could handle it Was out for drugs, ended up with bans on accident Bitch I was up, now I'm wondering where the passion went I've been barely hanging on, all my life, finesse Turning my back on the ones I said I'd protect All the Xanny in the world can't make me forget On my knees, callin to God, lay my soul to rest Through my teeth, mutter these lies, all that shit a stretch She think I'm a nice guy, you don't know me yet Prolly don't know half the secrets that I've slyly kept If I didn't have these drugs, I know that I'd be dead I be talking to my shadows in the nighttime Told you that I'm doing good, that was a white lie I was gonna tell you, waiting for the right time But I had to fail you, can't stand dis life of mine Jealousy, never cease, always haunting me Getting cheese, telepathy how the xans calling me Felonies, lawyer fees, dis shit too much for me Everything, testing me, these thoughts won't fucking leave