Thoughts in My Head

I can't control all these thoughts in my head I can't control all these thoughts in my head Sometimes I'd rather be dead Than have to live with the dread I can't control all these thoughts in my head Question the words that you said Now I don't know how we drifted Apart from the lies you told me One heart in my life and its you only I'm sorry for the way that you hold me Crying in your arms 'cause I'm lonely I'm so suspicious, did I risk this Floodlights, I'm swimming with the fishes Stage right, my decision's Final there's no coming back from this wish Suicide: do or die All the time: on my grind Late nights: sipping wine Popping pills for the last time I can't control all these thoughts in my head Sometimes I'd rather be dead Than have to live with the dread I can't control all these thoughts in my head Question the words that you said Now I don't know how we drifted Popping pills swear that this will be my last one If I die tonight baby tell my mom I had fun If I die tonight baby tell my mom I had fun Feel like Curt Cobain but I don't own a shotgun Feel like Robin Williams but I never wear a damn belt 30 weigh my pants and I swear that I don't feel well I'ma take a shot of the Henny aiming to kill Demons in my brain but watch me make my blood spill Pavement, why I say this When the police come they want a statement (Write it up) Ape shit, going crazy Committed like asylums that I hang in I can't control all these thoughts in my head Sometimes I'd rather be dead Than have to live with the dread I can't control all these thoughts in my head Question the words that you said Now I don't know how we drifted I can't control all these thoughts in my head Sometimes I'd rather be dead Than have to live with the dread (Of my thoughts in my head) I can't control all these thoughts in my head (Sometimes I'd rather be dead) Question the words that you said (Than have to live with the dread) Now I don't know how we drifted (Than have to live with the dread)