Toxic

The pain in your eyes when I told you lies I swear to god I don't want to fight I told you about a thousand times, I apologized like a trillion times To feel alive I just fantasize And I broke your heart now it's paralyzed Let me hold you close let me make it right Now I'm wishing you were here tonight I know I did you wrong, but it felt so right I can't apologize, that's how I live my life I cannot change for you, I gotta stay me Baby it's crazy, I can play you but don't play me yeah Toxic yeah Selfish yeah Controlling yeah I'm rolling yeah Toxic yeah Selfish yeah Controlling yeah I'm rolling yeah Been cooking I been flicking my wrist(my wrist) I don't care I admit what I did(I did) Mask on, you want my son want my kid(my kid) F*ck that, shit it is what it is F*ck that I do what I does(I does) Ain't hear from me been four months, love how I used to beat it like a drum Told you I'm not looking for love But if you leave don't come back Best hide your pain with them laughs I'm selfish so don't move too fast She's just a friend please don't think like that(like that) I like you but you're not the one(not the one) Hope you know where I'm coming from Coming back please don't think I'm done Living life cuz I only live once Baby girl, I can't change, I don't want you to go Stuck in my ways, but I don't know So please don't go away I know I did you wrong,(so wrong) But it felt so right(so right) I can't apologize, that's how I live my life I cannot change for you, I gotta stay me Baby it's crazy, I can play you but don't play me yeah (I'm so)Toxic yeah (You so)Selfish yeah (We so)Controlling yeah (You know)I'm rolling yeah Toxic yeah Selfish yeah Controlling yeah I'm rolling yeah I think I look better with you(with you) Can't take this closer with you(with you) I want her but I want you too(you too) And I don't know why but I do(nah) I see all the things you do(nah) No regrets I can't lie to you(nah) They like Jae how you ball with no jumper I ain't feeling these hoes I'll never ever cuff 'em I don't need you no you not special Don't care if you cry, hoe cry me a puddle No no no no I do not trust you Can't see this through I do not love you I think we should try to get through the night But you can't be my wife And I can't say goodbye I know I did you wrong, (so wrong) but it felt so right(so right) I can't apologize, that's how I live my life (my life) I cannot change for you,(can't change) I gotta stay me Baby it's crazy, I can play you but don't play me yeah I'm so)Toxic yeah (You so)Selfish yeah (We so)Controlling yeah (You know)I'm rolling Toxic yeah Selfish yeah Controlling yeah I'm rolling yeah