Spark

Lord please help me I need help all the time At the same time I'm.grateful Everyday is a blessing because Some day I won't be here The next won't be promised Been on my knees lately Opening up the Bible Satan doing his best To get myself of the lane Everything is mental Don't know the reason for pain Talked my mom's I'm like Whats the point of killing yourself for material gain Nothing is permanent Only ya name lord That live on As my body return to dust Money , network connections people I can't trust in Not gonna lie Been hurt Been beaten Been betrayed Revenge in my blood Heart numb I don't want to be demented Over people who hasn't repented Nothing gets better if I end it Temptation gets closer Though shall not kill It's cemented in my soul Lord your my spark Days I've lived in this earth I've learned so much Wouldn't be me Without your touch I couldn't stand Without your crutch You knew my life before I was birthed Times I feel like what's my purpose It's simple be happy for the moment we have Eat drink be merry Soon The trees will fade Things come n go That's how life flow So since I know how It go Gonna show love and empathy Till it's time to go It's so much ungrateful We get blessed beyond Still don't appreciate it The patience you have lord Couldn't imagine You sit on the thrown Knowing our ignorance deserves death In the same breathe you give us Another chance Sent ur son to die for a world Who takes his price and your love As a joke Till they burn in fire Sins which will torment the wicked forever God I'm grateful to know your word I'm forever in debt to you Without your spark I wouldn't exist