Monsters

The nighttime kills me every day My closed eyes are a scary place In my mind filling every space Are the monsters that don't exist Sometimes I don't resist And sometimes I hold their wrists And I tell them You best do your worst I know that this hurts Cause if you don't kill me I might kill you first To ride the wave without a boat But a tidal wave is hard to float But my head so under water I just wonder how much farther All that I could focus on Is on a drier coast And oh All the ghosts that I approach Are the opposite of Highest Most As above it's so below And it's nothing I control Like a moth into the glow The hottest coals are the shit I indulge Who am I Who am I Question every time Write it down Read aloud Then I cross out every line Flag is red at every sign Somehow I'mma find it fine Clock is paraplegic Telling me that I got plenty time Be it so as it seem Benzodiazapine Tryna keep it clean Baggage wrapped in pretty packaging Yeah see I'm just getting past some things Wishing that I had them wishes That Aladdin brings The nighttime kills me every day My closed eyes are a scary place In my mind filling every space Are the monsters that don't exist Sometimes I don't resist And sometimes I hold their wrists And I tell them You best do your worst I know that this hurts Cause if you don't kill me I might kill you first The nighttime kills me every day My closed eyes are a scary place In my mind filling every space Are the monsters that don't exist Sometimes I don't resist And sometimes I hold their wrists And I tell them You best do your worst I know that this hurts Cause if you don't kill me I might kill you first