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Pain that I hold so close Is what keeps me from feeling whole And my heart is oh so cold I can feel no one's love no more Pain that I hold so close Is what keeps me from feeling whole And my heart is oh so cold I can feel no one's love no more I try and I try again And you just sit there and you lie again And you go off talking with your pride again Tryna make me feel like I'm one of them All you trynna do is make people turn against me 'Cause all you have is hatred When you needed me the most I was there with no hesitation But I'm the one you blame, shit I wake up every morning with a heavy heart 'cause I know I could've done better You listen to everyone but me You can show everyone love but me So let that resonate for a minute Everyone just sees one image But there's a whole other side that nobody knows but It's fine I can live with it, blame me God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change Courage to change things I can and the wisdom to know the difference For I cannot change the way people view me but I can change the way I view them Pain that I hold so close Is what keeps me from feeling whole And my heart is oh so cold I can feel no one's love no more Pain that I hold so close Is what keeps me from feeling whole And my heart is oh so cold I can feel no one's love no more