Sleep

I take a hit of this I take a sip of that It's safe to say that day to day I masquerade the pain They ask me if there's something wrong and I just don't know what to say A victim to my lonely brain can't accept the change Please do not resuscitate if I go I just wanna die in peace Living in a broken cycle don't know when or where my mind will go Always feeling like a burden and I'm sorry but it's time I go I wanna fall asleep it's hard for me To love I wanna fall asleep It's hard for me To love Look and I just wanna close my eyes and see the world no more And I just wanna close my eyes and feel the pain no more And I just wanna close my eyes and feel your touch And I just wanna close my eyes and feel your love But is that too much? Is that too much Cause I would give up anything so I can feel the touch I would give up anything if I knew it was us I would give up anything if it meant me giving I just don't know what to do no more I'm sitting in an empty room knowing I am not okay It's just hard for me to act a certain way And I'm sorry that I can't explain I wanna fall asleep it's hard for me To love I wanna fall asleep It's hard for me To love