the suicide song.

My heart is cold So rotten cold If I die tonight please don't cry at all You need to be strong Just carry on Just play this song whenever you need me around Please take care of my son Please just let it be known That I never gave up, I couldn't take no more I fell in love with my demons and they took me whole I kept asking for god so my angels took me home I can't lie, I felt cold Then one day my skin froze I called her, no response How can you be so cold I just can't take it no more I' m tired of feeling like a burden I'm nervous but this time it's for certain So I Lay in my bed bleeding out so slow Staring at the ceiling waiting for a no pulse As my eyes close all I see is my son Shedding my last tear wishing I was strong enough My heart is cold So rotten cold If I die tonight please don't cry at all You need to be strong Just carry on Just play this song whenever you need me My heart is cold So rotten cold If I die tonight please don't cry at all You need to be strong Just carry on Just play this song whenever you need me around I just wish that I was stronger I just wish that I was stronger I just wish that I was stronger I just wish that I was stronger I just wish that I was stronger for you I just wish that I was stronger for him I just wish that I was stronger for them I just wish that I was stronger My heart is cold So rotten cold If I die tonight please don't cry at all You need to be strong Just carry on Just play this song whenever you need me around