Lost Cause

Fallin’ like a lost cause Bending over back up So many seams unwoven Bit off more than i thought Feeling like a lost cause Down on my way up Feeding lies unto me Now i’m just the lost one And i waited for you You’re pulling the strings a puppet on my conscience Got me understanding Fed up with your lies and So sick and tired of everything you’ve been saying Just don’t understand it And i waited for you You’re pulling the strings a puppet on my conscience And i waited for you You’re blending the line of fantasy with truth Lately i’ve been having trouble tryna find myself Find myself The mirrors stare back at me through my gaze i’ve been scared to tell Scared as hell Will you run away from me? Thought about talking to Jesus I used to pray on my knees Now i can’t even say shit Still just holding my tongue Words that came ‘fore I spoke it Momma told me I was young Then why does my body feel broken? Fallin like a lost cause