Dodging rain

Cook this one up Gone cook this Gone cook this up real quick I ain't good with commitment especially if you distant but for your love i'll go all the way (Going gone) Some hate me for growing some love me for wanting more i just treat it like it's all the same (This similar) When you want to do different they shower you with bad energy i been out here trying to dodge the rain (Dodging the drops) Cover the hurt up with a smile you cant dodge the pain Silence the name of the game and i know how to play Still feel no need to relay what you can see in my face Health bring long days i been eating my grapes She saying jae now you above it you can spot out the snakes Realizing how you see change when your frequency raise Eyes lit up and they was lying i was blind to the shade (Blind to it) Hate the experience but thankful for the knowledge it gave Mindful but i play oblivious to some things How can i hate you if you trying to outgrow how you was raised Cant expect change when you thinking you got errorless ways (Errorless) A life lived with no change mean you slowly decay If i track and compete with you how imma conquer my day Soldier life i sat quiet till the mission had came You ever smell a dead body? make you clean everything (Making them clean) Nightmares still haunt me and my memory stained Be there for them they disappear whenever you need saving Then come back around to see how you living these days It was all a act finally catching on to the play The inside where bad live good is only portrayed And you know as i continue to grow i gotta applaud myself for not reacting off emotion Instead i give myself time to sit back and analyze the situation (Fasho) That allowed me to see everything for what it is and not what i want it to be (Pepping it out) You know It also allowed me to see people for who they truly are and not who i want them to be (See through the mask now) Peace love elevation You know the rest Rising above it I ain't good with commitment especially if you distant but for your love i'll go all the way (Going gone) Some hate me for growing some love me for wanting more i just treat it like it's all the same (This similar) When you want to do different they shower you with bad energy i been out here trying to dodge the rain (Dodging the drops) Cover the hurt up with a smile you cant dodge the pain Silence the name of the game and i know how to play Still feel no need to relay what you can see in my face (See in my face) Health bring long days i been eating my grapes Bring long days i been eating my grapes Thats it