Inner Thoughts

I got Too many things on my mind Lack of confidence hurts the consciousness Then deny the hide behind the obvious The materialistic, we all predict it We ask for mercy but lack forgiveness Intent to hurt those but lust the healing Mistakes of man expect God to fix it You can't ask for closure but increase the distance Take a shot cuz you know its numbs the feeling That adrenaline rush is so appealing Yeah them dark inner thoughts get revealing Them demons inside They stare in my eyes They eat me alive They feed on my pride Like how many hurt And how many lies And how many killed And how many cries But nobody knows Tryna live in a world that's so cold Forgiving myself for what's so old Never wanna reap what you sow And burying all my pain in this hole To give you the world with my soul So don't make me feel so alone Don't let me go down this road