Self Conversations

Its always good to get some things off your chest Only time I really get to have a conversation with yall Bring the hi-hats and the bass in Yeah my voice a lil messed up but We still rolling Yeah Taking a peak into the archives I realized there no gray areas if you say that you apart mines Decisions made were seen in black and white, more apartheid Michael Jackson, Billie Jean it's light steps on this dark climb Niggas giving me props like I'm next to shine but won't give me the rock Feel like Marshawn Lynch upon the goal line I can't have a piece of mind without having my whole mind R.i.p. my dawg Dorian bro it wasn't yo time Back when you was posted on the nine you told me to slide Real members gon make sure that yo name stay alive It's big struggles for people to have positive vibes So everyday I do it big feel like I'm ready to die See when niggas see you eat they want a piece of the pie Not knowing all the fight you had to do to survive Last night I talked to God with some questions of mine Like why I'm struggling, when I went and followed the wise Why most people that's heavy sinning gloried and shined And chosen angels get put through real devilish times It's hard being the chosen one when niggas ain't been chosen yet All the preparation, and seeking validation Them sacrifices I paid ain't showing on credit statements So this my last shot I'm going out like Christian Laettner Never asked for a lot, but my blessings came tenfold Niggas know I'm bout mines I stayed down ten toes Ya back against the wall I seen the realest niggas bitch fold (Uh) I bet that pressure hard to swallow like a lymph node This one for you For you For you too