Numb 2 The Pain (Respeck On My Name)

A wiseman once told us all the marathon continues And as the marathon continues rest in peace A blind man once told me once you lose sight of that feeling All the pain that you feeling just will increase Felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it yeah yeah Should watch ya' mouth before I knock some blood into it A wiseman once told us all the marathon continues That weighed heavy on my mental got me out here running to it Felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it yeah yeah Should watch ya' mouth before I knock some blood into it 'Cause they won't miss you 'til you dead in that grave So, before I go put some respeck on my name I won't let the cover of the book represent me The illustrator ain't the author and that's the part that gets me How you can judge without knowing pain is more than skin-deep They don't know how I been suffering from PTSD, see I was never taught how to cope with the mental anguish Growing up I seen the darkness, but I was taught to contain it It's like torment put in front me must reflect upon my face 'Cause it seems you take the pain I wear as anger, but your mistaken I'm an innocent tortured soul, turned wicked from seeds that sowed Pops dipped before 2 years old, had to figure it on my own And this ain't even chapter 1 of the story I never told 'Cause you can't read that epilogue until I get what I'm owed Let that be known Felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it yeah yeah Should watch ya' mouth before I knock some blood into it A wiseman once told us all the marathon continues That weighed heavy on my mental got me out here running to it Felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it yeah yeah Should watch ya' mouth before I knock some blood into it 'Cause they won't miss you 'til you dead in that grave So, before I go put some respeck on my name Numb to the pain, overflowed with grief it's tough to contain Like slot receivers, what I've achieved isn't just for some fame Adjusment to fame? Adjusted my chain, I just meant to change So if I call you fam it's deeper than just the blood in yo' veins See I was always down to ride like it was never a thing And break clean as detergent even when I had nothing to Gain It just Dawn-ed, I'm sick and Tide, I'm allergic to pain But I have never been to the 1st to complain long as I'm 1st to get paid I burst through the flames, unscathed yeah they searching for stains These backstabbers be working the blade, with surgical aim The further I've came, from out that pile of all that dirt on my name It hurts to refrain, but I'm still cursed to remain, numb to the pain Felt this pain, felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it Numb to it, numb to it yeah yeah Felt this pain, felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it Numb to it, numb to it yeah yeah Felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it yeah yeah Should watch ya' mouth before I knock some blood into it A wiseman once told us all the marathon continues That weighed heavy on my mental got me out here running to it Felt this pain for so long I'm numbing to it yeah yeah Should watch ya' mouth before I knock some blood into it 'Cause they won't miss you 'til you dead in that grave So, before I go put some respeck on my name