Toxic

If I ever say I love you, you're a part of me I'm usually the type to play my part and leave But you got something special, make it hard to leave Almost lost yo' ass before and it got hard to breath It be weighing on my conscious it be haunting me I think I'm addicted to your company Put your hands behind your back you're in my custody I be all up in yo' ear like baby cum for me I be wanting all of you But I don't give you all of me I'm selfish cause I had to be I'm a product of my ex's I can't let go of that hurt I know it's sad to see, yeah I really mean it when I say I'm fighting demons Not the kind from scary stories These the kind from scary secrets And they haunting me But that's all on me I can't blame nobody else I brought it all on me yeah Let me slow it down for a minute Go to town for a minute I'ma go a couple rounds while I'm in it First kiss, then I'm making my way down to the kitten Make it pur when I lick it Make ya shiver when it hit it The best you ever had and you'd admit it But this good dick ain't enough for you when part of me is missing Walking on thin ice with you I always end up slipping I should probably let you go but I can't love you from a distance If I ever say I love you, you're a part of me I'm usually the type to play my part and leave But you got something special, make it hard to leave Almost lost yo' ass before and it got hard to breath It be weighing on my conscious it be haunting me I think I'm addicted to your company Put your hands behind your back you're in my custody I be wanting all of you But I don't give enough of my time Everyday I'm locked in on the grind Got you wondering if you're on my mind I swear it's all of the time I might've lied a little I'ma make it worth it tho Knowing I'm the reason for them tears is what hurts the most Especially cause you told me all the ways that you were hurt before And now you're hurting more But that's on me baby I've been driving you crazy like you're a new Mercedes Don't you try to play me like we ain't just lose a baby That shit broke me down But I couldn't show it had to hold it down Dealing with emotions only slows you down Walking 'round with broken smiles Cause I'll never ever get to hold our child I'll never get to see his face And that's what makes me feel a way We got history, I hope you feel the same I be writing all these songs for you I hope you feel the pain If I ever say I love you, you're a part of me I'm usually the type to play my part and leave But you got something special, make it hard to leave Almost lost yo' ass before and it got hard to breath It be weighing on my conscious it be haunting me I think I'm addicted to your company Put your hands behind your back you're in my custody I be all up in yo' ear like baby cum for me