Callous

I try to stay above the water Behind the start again Im heavy going under For every step I take I try to stay from going deeper And all I hear is them And all their fill of joy and laughter So why can't I be like them So why can't I be like you I go I let me go I try to do my damage But the world keeps rolling with my punches I'm tired I don't wanna move on But there's no comfort in the sound It don't matter where I go now Callous Edges like bones too weak Yeah they've been breaking on my mind Habits Only in you I see What I've been missing all this time I've tried I've tried my best I've been high in others eyes And I cannot remember why I've tried To be my best But each mistake I make I get farther from the rest I wanna be sure of where to put my feet down I wanna have confidence to let go No consciousness to let me know That after all this time After all this time I'm through I'm callous Edges like bones too weak Yeah they've been breaking on my mind Habits Only in you I see What I've been missing all this time Callous Edges like bones too weak Yeah they've been breaking on my mind Habits Only in you I see What I've been missing all this time