Loving You

Loving you its a miracle and that's the truth Don't gotta lie to you baby girl I'm in the booth Don't gotta be sober to be trippin over Cause I'm super depressed I swear I'm sober I've just Been through a lot of pain and depression I think god is trying to make me learn my lesson Cause I Didn't put the Smith and Wesson head Instead I cried in bed all night Afraid of the feds watching me Yes I feel them stalking me Get a shiver down my spine every time she talk to me Cause her Smile is so beautiful Yes its a curse Please take me to my grave in a nice hearse Yes I was trippin off a dumb bitch Yes we done Nobody really knows where I'm comin' from Yes my life great but my mental health ain't I'm clinically depressed and it ain't great Was used since the 6th to the 8th grade She not even here and I still feel the same Don't know what to do I'm goin' crazy People in my class ask me why I'm lookin' super dazy I swear I'm not high I would never lie I don't wanna smoke that shit cause I don't wanna die I swear I'm sober Don't come over Lean on my shoulder Cause it's been a long time since someone has took over And its getting so much colder now I'm fucking freezing Is it just me or people don't seem to please me I feel alone and stuck in my mind Sometimes I sit in the corner and fucking cry I feel so depressed I feel like I'm slowly dying You see the smile on my face yes I'm fucking trying I'm gonna be a better man than yesterday Stop making mistakes like I used to make Learned from my lessons Taking the test answer some questions No I ain't never trip off a bitch Just been studying for questions Heads up Your gonna be in the game too Just don't make the same mistakes I do