All These Things

All of these that I used to feel numb Made me Ashamed of now who I've become Aye, Aye, Yeah, Aye Ou, All of these things that I used to feel numb Made me ashamed of now who I've become I wanna go back to the place that I'm from And start over now oh how I'm so dumb I wanna go back to the things I've been through And give all the glory right back to you I got off the path like I got some new shoes And now its hard to get back what do I do I'm chasing a dream and I ain't gonna stop I'm praying right now that it ain't gonna flop All of them nights felt like running from cops Now I got goals and their straight at the top I know these young kids wanna look up to me That's why I've thought hard on who I wanna be Do it for fun cause I'm only 14 But if I blow up Ima bring the whole team If I blow up ima bring the whole team Yeah I'm down bad and I'm praying on knees People be talking its all about me But not the attention that I'd like to see I don't wanna get all of the glory Turn it back to God where it should be And I gotta keep my circle small Cause like 4 people stay with me I don't have a team But if I blow up they gone ride with me I'm busy finding out who I should be See I got self doubt now and its hurting me cause I listen to what people say Ou, All of these things that I used to feel numb Made me ashamed of now who I've become I wanna go back to the place that I'm from And start over now oh how I'm so dumb I wanna go back to the things I've been through And give all the glory right back to you I got off the path like I got some new shoes And now its hard to get back what do I do I'm chasing a dream and I ain't gonna stop I'm praying right now that it ain't gonna flop All of them nights felt like running from cops Now I got goals and their straight at the top Gotten so lost now that I feel astray I gotta grind young so I stack up this pay Don't care about judgement I do it my way Got all these blessings its like I just prayed I got all these blessings its like I just prayed And I sing from the heart like the words that I pray I found a new path thinking musics the way and I won't have to look back on better days See I'm writing a story of what God has in store And I'm using the talent it comes from the core You messed with it once and you say you want more And I think its a gateway just like its a door, look I rap about the same things One day I hope to make it and I'm looking at these finer things Don't need VVS diamonds, karats in my pinky rings All I wanna do is give the glory to the only king Yeah, Aye, Aye, CJ, Ou, All These Things