Scared to Fall in Love

I'm stressed and stuck I never thought that I could overcome anything without your love You got me messed up in the head boy, got me leaving what I want, what I came for I I need a real lifeline, to get you off my mind I had a system for the overkill, it broke when I was overfilled I can't see in clear sight, so I don't really know what's real I don't understand why, I can't keep my eye off your prize Oo, they told me I lost it, but you just, you made me bruise my senses And I ain't fond of it You see, I always thought that it was all me And then I noticed all the little things That made me dream about a you and me Yeah, not price nor fling Unintentionally planned, but maybe I can fall again Cuz reason isn't really stopping us Except that I am scared to fall in love I don't understand how one could ever act like this And look I don't throw fits But once its stained, I quit I try to breathe, and then I lose my ease Feel like I'm lost at sea Have to choose you or me I focused on your heart locket But then I look close-a-ly and I split running I get attached but then I leave And don't say try harder cuz believe That life just isn't like me Though evolution takes some weeks That life just doesn't like me I try, but every time I flee That story doesn't like me Or paint me Or feel me Don't dive quick I like it how I like it But you won't seem to quit You see, I always thought that it was all me And then I noticed all the little things That made me dream about a you and me Yeah, not price nor fling Unintentionally planned, but maybe I can fall again Cuz reason isn't really stopping us Except that I am scared to fall in love, love