Sauce/This Is Me

If you could feel the way I feel when I'm in private You would understand the reason I want silence Yeah If I would've known That you would be here for so long I would've been gone But I'm learning right from wrong It was times that I needed you Times I didn't wanna move Times I didn't keep my cool Can you hear me now And it's times that I wanna see Me and my family Livin life comfortably Can you feel me now I'm elevating but I can't take everybody with me And if I ever did you wrong I hope that you forgive me I forgot about my past And I did it quickly I'm taking hate out of my heart Cause I know it's in me It's a lot of things a lot of things About my life that I can't change That I can't change I won't never blame nobody Cause I'm the blame Yeah I did it to myself I'm not ashamed Ugh This is me This is me I'm exactly where I'll be This is me This is me I'm exactly where I'm post to be oh oh Even when the lights on I still go off Damn it's really nice to meet you hah My name is Jae$auce Take a look at my life I been tryna do right Yeah I made a lot of bad decisions But I promise I won't stop the mission It's a lot of people talkin but they never listen Came from the bottom wit a pot to piss in Really never gave a f*ck about opinions Really never gave a f*ck about the women I just wanna go to the top the ceilings I wanna find love but heart been healing I wanna be a hero but I feel like a villain Everytime I do a show bitch you know ima kill it It's a lot of things a lot of things About my life that I can't change That I can't change I won't never blame nobody Cause I'm the blame Yeah I did it to myself I'm not ashamed Ugh This is me This is me I'm exactly where I'll be This is me This is me I'm exactly where I'm post to be oh oh Yeah Ima just be me I cant be nobody else Wouldn't wanna be nobody else And ugh I know im not perfect But I don't wanna be perfect