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I been through so much shit that it's crazy I be smoking this weed on a daily First they smile in my face then try to play me Give a f*ck if they love or they hate me Even sisters and brothers act shady Enemies are just friends who betrayed me I was up there until I got lazy I was up there until it got hazy Tearing me to pieces and you be proud of it If I did the same then you'd be down and shit You try to clap back and try to counter it But you the one that fucked around and started this I don't know how much shit I can take Never thought we'd end like this and break Gave you the keys but you crashed the car You lit us up in flames now i'm back to the start Tell me how it's supposed to be Drink up, take drugs while I smoke the weed I'm closed down all emotionally Break ups, break trust, all jokes to me I'm loosing my mind, i'm loosing my soul Killed all my friends now my life is gold Blood on my mind it's feeding my soul Blood on my hands but nowhere to go I make a banger then do it again If she got a problem i'm fucking her friend I do this for fun don't follow no trend If you not real then please don't pretend I make a banger then do it again If she got a problem i'm fucking her friend I do this for fun don't follow no trend If you not real then please don't pretend I wish you could see me for me and not who you picture me for Don't get mad at me for leaving cause you've opened the door I keep giving and giving, you say keep on giving me more Baby my love is not some shit that you can just buy at the store Regretting each time that I f*ck on you F*ck this shit I'm finally done with you Mess around with new hoes right in front of you Then i'll sit laid back, smoke a blunt or two Tearing me to pieces and you be proud of it If I did the same then you'd be down and shit You try to clap back and try to counter it But you're the one that fucked around and started this I don't know how much more shit I can take Never thought we'd end like this and break Gave you the keys but you crashed the car You lit us up in flames now i'm back to the start Tell me how it's supposed to be Drink up, take drugs while I smoke the weed I'm closed down all emotionally Break ups, break trust, all jokes to me I'm loosing my mind, i'm loosing my soul Killed all my friends now my life is gold Blood on my mind it's feeding my soul Blood on my hands but nowhere to go My mind is a dangerous place Can't seem to catch a fucking break Can't eat, can't sleep Stuck in my own dreams Can't even dream Days stuck on repeat My mind is a dangerous place Can't seem to catch a fucking break Can't eat, can't sleep Stuck in my own dreams Can't even dream Days stuck on repeat