Rogue

(The panic, uh) (The panic, uh) (The panic, uh, uh uh) The panic that I felt when I thought that I lost your number When I got a brand new phone at the break of dawn in December Need the proof that you existed, it's not like you will remember At least how it really was (Like, was it nothing?) Then I checked the messages and saw the only transfer Was the night I tried your line in October, begging for answers Didn't know you took ballet, 'cause 'round the questions you're a dancer But where's the proof of us? I need to shut off all of the media I see the very moment I felt all the nausea Top paparazzi, oh so objective And now I'm just an honorable mention So I need to shut off phones and the TV I see you back with the girl who's not a bit like me Stop paparazzi, make me the centerfold Or better yet, I better go rogue (Better go, I better go) Maybe I'll take a flight, inhale the countryside of Sweden While you stay in the states and slowly forget what you believe in Find a carbon copy baby and do all the things that we did She just has a different name (You're seeing her?) But the people talk and gossip and the tabloids have your picture In some European magazine, I'll be forced to see you kiss her And I wonder how you got me, are you some kind of fixture In a sick and twisted game? I need to shut off all of the media Could tell you the very moment I felt all the nausea Top paparazzi, oh so objective I don't even think I get mentioned I need to shut off screens and all paper I see you laughing your ass off with fake late-night anchors Stop paparazzi, make me the centerfold Or better yet, I better stay rogue What am I doing? International hopping Like some sort of outlaw that nobody's caught yet But I've done no crime, so why am I Making myself even smaller than I felt that night? So I show up back in good old America They offer me sweetheart, I say no to be fair to ya But I leak it all, sell the secrets and scandal Honey, didn't you know? I'm hotter than you can handle I say to turn on all of the cameras I hold the very moment you feel all the nausea Top paparazzi, get one that's clean I'm the best comeback they've ever seen Turn on the news, get (on the news) My interviews set (interviews) I see the very moment that you start to lose it (oh, you lose) "Stop paparazzi," you say, while I cover Vogue So you better go, you better go rogue