Why Does It Feel Like...?

Spiral into thinking one day I won't kiss you Causing one more issue tonight Spirit slowly wilting, and I'm feeling guilty Staying til my knuckles turn white Soon you're just another picture in my wallet We can't help from falling apart Will we be the soldiers? Brave the war before us? Or walk away with stakes to the heart? I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are? I wish I could feel you in the passenger seat of my car Because somehow I think it'll be better if you'rе close But would we then bе born again or really know it's over? I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are? Break of dawn, I'm still up finishing another That I started smothered in doubt (and you know I had doubt) Retrospective thinking, and you've gotten distant But do you even remember what you're bothered about? Didn't think I'd feel it, didn't think you'd ever Disappear forever as we bled Did you ever think I might not have the guidance But the more I sit in silence, I kill us dead And I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are? (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know) I wish I could feel you in the passenger seat of my car (Where'd you go, where'd you go, where'd you go?) Because somehow I think it'll be better if you're close But would we then be born again or really know it's over? I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are? (Oh, we are, oh we are?) And baby, yeah, I'm to blame I'd take it back if I could But you knew that I would change Barely into womanhood But if that makes you a saint Come back and let's forget it all Could you just hear me explain? Could you return my call? I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are? (yeah, babe, I know I made a mistake) I wish I could feel you in the passenger seat of my car (and I know I slammed on the brakes) Because somehow I think it'll be better if you're close (Will it be better?) But would we then be born again or really know it's over? (It'll never be over) I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are? (Oh, we are, oh we are)