Sometimes

Sometimes my life moves so slow I can't take it no more I go crazy isolate myself From the only ones who really love me Who really love me Sometimes the weight of one breath Is too much for my chest I think back and digress and Process all my stress from my past But it's all up above me It's all above me I call my God oh When I need My role model The guidance I do follow To see tomorrow I never know I never know I call my God oh When I need My role model The guidance I do follow To see tomorrow I never know I never know One Day I could be brighter than the sun All smiles and fun While on the run from My emotions I hold grief within my lungs I can't explain I can't expunge Auntie told me life and death Lies in a tongue So have good pronunciation The black sheep I was shunned I was told I wasn't nothing Back when Ian had no funds They act like I was out motion Everybody tried to speak me back to gravel Throwing shade on you they judge But will never hold a gavel In depression pool I plunge But I dried up They divide up All the money on me I was tied up Getting high drunk open hydrant I was bussing couldn't sit a minute Ina silence for the long time til the time up Skin paler than albino Scratched up feel like old vinyl No advice given to me Bout the world that we was living in Cuz I was high strung Sentimental Sharing all the info with the wrong ones Who disguising As the right place for my safe space So you ever wonder why me shy now Cuz they hurt me bad When I was out in public So I had to go back into hiding Sometimes my life moves so slow I can't take it no more I go crazy isolate myself From the only ones who really love me Who really love me Sometimes the weight of one breath Is too much for my chest I think back and digress and Process all my stress from my past But it's all up above me It's all above me I call my God oh When I need My role model The guidance I do follow To see tomorrow I never know I never know I call my God oh When I need My role model The guidance I do follow To see tomorrow I never know I never know This for my shorties Corner stone of all the stories That they don't speak This my only This my only Way to put in the efer Quit the nicotine and reefer Let your soul peak Let your soul peak And for the time I nearly drowned In my own blood I keep it floating I keep my flow ting And for the time I spent Recanting on the past I take it one step slowly I take it slowly Sometimes my life moves so slow I can't take it no more I go crazy isolate myself From the only ones who really love me Who really love me Sometimes the weight of one breath Is too much for my chest I think back and digress and Process all my stress from my past But it's all up above me It's all above me I call my God oh When I need My role model The guidance I do follow To see tomorrow I never know I never know I call my God oh When I need My role model The guidance I do follow To see tomorrow I never know I never know