In Shambles

My life is in shambles I was down doing the [?] Shows were getting cancelled Had no money for the landlord But I paid that rent though, with a little help from my friends though Shout out to my fans though, they help me keep my mental I was losing my mojo, reminded me I was a man though Man the city so loco, they wanna suck my mans though I don't know how to handle, make Ram wanna go Rambo Go grip a handle and leave him dismantled I cannot deal with sobriety Tell me how do you deal with anxiety Feel a pain tryna gain back my sanity So insane in my brain, need a remedy F*ck it, I'll never be the same I'ma find a way to be okay I'ma pray I pray I pray I pray Take it day by day by day by day F*ck it, I'll never be the same I'ma find a way to be okay I'ma pray I pray I pray I pray Take it day by day by day by day I don't give a f*ck about what they say Move get up out of my way F*ck up out of my face Stacking these chips like lays [?] Like candy, lazy I was going crazy Got my pockets crazy I was down, it was just a phase I learned to let nothing phase me, take it day by day Now I get paid like daily, f*ck a minimum wage Never going back to the ways Never going back to the days Really don't matter if I go as long as I get paid Only thing I think I like better than cheddar is getting laid They say when you getting one the other get in the way But I just got me both and told the next thing andale And they saying that I changed but really they just ain't the same F*ck it, I'll never be the same I'ma find a way to be okay I'ma pray I pray I pray I pray Take it day by day by day by day F*ck it, I'll never be the same I'ma find a way to be okay I'ma pray I pray I pray I pray Take it day by day by day by day