callin

I've been callin' Yeah I've been callin' Looking up to the sky like man I wanna be ballin' 24/7 365 disassociate And all the small the things sorry I can't relate Tryna write a song but I can't remember what happened yesterday Soon as feelings come they just go and run away Come back on another day But my demons never go away They just stay up in my brain They just stay up in my brain Yeah I'm pretty sure that's why I disassociate Smoking gas so I won't feel my face Think it's twisted logic but maybe I won't feel my brain Don't get me wrong no I'm not addicted I just use for compensation Life don't give no compensation I've been grinding for some compensation But I feel like I'm in a different world but the same like I'm in the matrix Feeling like the Eye of the Midnight Sun I've been stuck in stasis Don't know why it all won't work out swear I checked all of my bases I've been switching faces switching paces But still feel like I'm caged in That's why I'm higher than space station Damn why are they all hatin' They ain't seen what I seen but they gonna act like they can choose better than me What are you doing? I've been callin' Yeah I've been callin' Looking up to the sky like man I wanna be ballin' 24/7 365 disassociate And all the small the things sorry I can't relate Tryna write a song but I can't remember what happened yesterday Soon as feelings come they just go and run away Come back on another day But my demons never go away They just stay up in my brain And this shit comes to me like muscle memory I ain't gotta think about it and it's just happening I don't even know what the f*ck is happening I've been callin' Yeah I've been callin' Looking up to the sky like man I wanna be ballin' 24/7 365 disassociate And all the small the things sorry I can't relate Tryna write a song but I can't remember what happened yesterday Soon as feelings come they just go and run away Come back on another day But my demons never go away They just stay up in my brain